love...
1 Timothy 5:8
If anyone does not provide for his own, and especially for those of his household, he has denied the faith, and is worse than an unbeliever
after looking at this verse i realise that im not very gd at loving...esp my family members...cos i nvr see myself to be that mushy person to say "i love u " to my mum or sisters...
after reading this article abt loving ur family members...
i realised that im like a pastor who is so busy ministering to other ppl's needs except my family...i m like a counsellor who councils but seldom councils my family...i always have time for other ppl but nvr my family...
in 1 John 3:16-18: "We know love by this, that He laid down His life for us; and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren. . . . Let us not love with word or with tongue, but in deed and truth."
it is so hard to love...love requires giving and it is not just merely saying i love u to my frens or family....but giving myself for my love ones too...
i felt that i need to change in this aspects cos i know tat God is telling me this...
this kinda of family love reali requires alot out of me...