Vacuum

hai..it has been two days since last saw gor gor..
reali misses gor gor...
it is like all of a sudden a part of me was cut away from me..
esp whenever im walking home alone...or at home...
cos gor gor is always a phone call or msg away...
but now like he is so far away...
away for a month and living at a place that is so unreachable...
hai..
thinking of it....
at this similar time last yr...
God also put us in the similar situation...
both of us were at different countries too..
he was at china...while i was in Philippines n Taiwan for two months..
i think tt God has trained me to be independent n stronger when im alone...
i believe God has His works n plans in place for us this yr...
as for now reali feel kinda lonely....but i will choose to depend on Him..looking at all my days from a eternal perspective.. im looking fwd to my mission trip...