last day of DG.
i dun know how to describe tis feeling men..dunno wld i say i am sad or happy after doing a closure with my disciples in my dg...
i am now in a stage of sadness and oso a feeling of "cant bear to leave the school"
becos of the disciples in my dg, my frens,the ministrythe staff team, my beloved ones- jason,kha,bee,fio,joc,bing,sarah,evan,tina,ben,wes,ning etc...really cant bear to leave these ppl tat was part of my poly life...
and oso the crusade room where i found worships durin my yr 1 days...found my fellowship...the room where i left alot of memories...the room where we held most of our meetings...
these were the ones who added colors into my poly days...i realli thx God for al these ppl..ppl who changed me, turn the funny side out of me...
i thx God for the chance to lead the ministry these 3 yr...nvr wld i expect that time wld flies so this fast men..
everything seems like ytd...it was like as if i led and planned the 25hr camp'05 ytd tog with joc,jason,kha,bing,jason wong, colin,junnie, chang yao...
it was like as if i jus came back from survivor camp that we planned in 06 tog with my Ecom- gor gor(Jian Hao), Joc,evan and Ron....it was so fun and cool men...and i think that many of the crusaders liked that camp very much too...
it was like as if i jus begin leading a DG ytd...
it was as if i took up the role as a ASC ytd...
it was as if i jus came back frm Meta 06...
ha...time jus seem to make no sense to me anymore..it has no more control of my mind...ha..wat toking me men...anyway i jus mean that 07 seems like 06, 06 seems like 05 and vice versa...
jeez...
if pris did nt pray for me today and say that actually i jus cant bear to leave this place...this place in SP...i still did nt realise that i actually cant bear to leave this place...
well nw, all i can look forward to the days in navy...where it is filled with uncertainties and fears.. and then look fwd to the day and yr when i will serve as a full time crusade staff...
but as for now i am looking fwd to the days i will go out with my dear ones- gor gor,kha,jas,joc,fio,ian,tina to Pahang for our outdoor adventurous trip...heheh filled with many activties like waterfall abseiling,paintball, 4 wheel drive, white water rafting men....
cool men...
dear ones i m looking fwd to go out and hang out tog men...